school was kinda fucked up todayy. my whole freaking class made my class teacher cry weiih. it was damn scary the moment wen she starts tearing. the whole class was like *sileent*. some more she's like sick. she can't get pist ot emo n stuff, of not she'll faint coz he has tis heart sickness. so yeah. we felt damn bad weiih.. school ends at 12, parent came n pick me up, den suddenly wen i'm in the car, my mummy passed me tis letter. ahah. lol. surprise surprise, i got a letter from KL weiih.. from someone:] ahhaha. yupyup. went lunch, came home, bath.. chit chat with rhema, nana, nic, crys, jakie ladiidaa.. n tat stupid VIC in a stupid $#@$#@ CUNT weiih.. argghh. oh well, cbb bout him ed larr.. die die larr. lol.
n omg larr.. till now i'm still like playing solitaire. i'm damn lifeless weiih.. lol.





nana. rhema. nicc

P.S: I MISS YOU GUYS so badly larr.. i'm happy tat i have 3of thesee real lovellyy babee:]

i get to skip todayy. woke up at 10somethin, den mummy drag me out to settle some stuff bout my car. my god, have to wait for at least a month only we can get the car weiih. damn long. but i cbb also larrr. so yeah. after tat went to the mall coz mummy wanted to shop. she bought like hell lotsa stuff. she bought like 5tops n 3pants i think. my daddy got undies n i only got a traveling bag n a box of HONEYSTART.. how saddening weiih. i was looking for my moneyclip coz i wanted one since ages, but tis shit hole doesn't sell them.-__- HOW CAN THEY NOT SELL MONEYCLIP WEIIH... the saleswomen say that only have it in KL-__-" rite..! stupid shit hole. me n my dad was like so pist of at my mum. coz we're like waiting for her n stuff, n she's like taking her own sweet farking time. so yeah, me n my daddy went yamcha at some weird place. it look so empty wen we went in.. it's totally EMPTY weiih. we're like the only customer. btw. it's called NOONE cafe tho. lol.. wat a name weiih. no wonder no one goes there. yupyup, few hours later, finally mummy is done with her shopping, headed home, come online. stonee.. drove out to bought ciggies, came back, chat for awhile, stone again, oh yeah, n i played SOLITAIRE:] i noe it's saddening. oh well. 13 MORE DAYSS till rhema's darling b'day:].. CAN'T WAIT.. 2MORE WEEKS I'LL BE BACK TO KL:] YAY.. ladiidaaaa

p.s: i miss you guys larr..:]

yayy:]
finally exams over.. sat for 4papers to day.. everyone was jumping around like a freaking monkey wen the last paper ends. oh, n yeahh.. a gurl came up to me n ask me out for dinner tis saturday nite, i was like.. errmm.. hmm.. *stone*-_- i barely even noe her.. *randomness*.. freaking weird shit hole people... come home after school, bath den went to take a nap, woke up, plaed SOLITAIRE again-_- had dinner, den tuition. omg, it was like so freaking boring. an our later i can't stand it. i think she can see through my face, so yeah, she brought me yam cha. came home, chat with rhema darling, baby nicc n my LIL BROTHER.. lmfao (p.s: edwin, NO SUCH THING AS FRENS WITH BENEFITS OKAYY.. lol..) you noe wat i'm talking bout edwin-_- mehh, so tired larr. gonna Zzzz now.. buhhbaii..


p.s:yes i noe edwin, frens with benefits do exist-_-

i'm missing ya lots hunn.<3

*yawn*.. daddy woke me up at freaking 6 in the morning.. 6..! i can't be bothered n went back to sleep. woke up at 7:15, wash up n headed to school straight.. was late again. as usual:) went to class n sit for my bm paper. i barely can open my eyes weiih. after bm, i have english. for the first fucking time in my life i didn't finish my english paper weiih. actually not only me larr, the whole class didn't manage to finished to. we only have an hour to finish our paper.-__- don f*ck. oh well. bell rang, went for recess. bell rang again, went back to class n sat for moral test. half way doin my moral paper, i fell asleep:] den tat fucking cunt sittin next to me keep smacking my table, such a bastard. so i woke up since i can't sleep, continue doin my paper. done doin it. pass it up, den wen bumming around the school with some frens. came back to class, saw tis gurl crying-_- went over to her table, ask her wat happen. i barely can even hear wtf she was saying coz she keep crying non stop. few minutes later, she clam down ed, den she explain wat happen, she told me tat she having family probs n stuff. at first i tot she lost her virginity or somethin, so yeah. den she said she has this sickness called MALTIPLES KEROSIS. i never heard it in my life ever, she said tat tis sickness is really rare, one in a billion people only get it, n she say she wan the unlucky wan. so yeah. den i was like wtf.-_- well i think it's really fake, she just wan some attention from people so yeahh.. even some ppl say she's like a attention seaker or somethin. n she said she's gonna die, ladiiidaa, blahh blaahh blahh. so i ask her to clam down again, she starts cring non stop agian. n yeah. i just ask her stop thinking so negative, you wont die, so just shut up n stop crying. lol. i noe i sound kinda mean, but yeahh, she stop. lol. bell rang, woohooo, went home, came online, played SOLITAIRE agaiiin. suppose to go tuition todayy, but it was canceled:] lol.. yay. laddiiidaa. that's bout it for 2daay.

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happy birthdayyy nicoleee





happy sweet 16 birthdayy hunn:] wish ya all the best. hope all ur wishses come true. really hope that u're ere rite now, so we could all celebrate with you.. but u're like all the way THERE.. so yeahh. anywayz...

XoxooxxoX love ya toneess.. miss you lots<33

good friday..:]


i was freaking late for school again. teacher made me pick 80.. freaking 80 pieces of rubbish.. i didn't even give a damn bout it, just walk off n head to my class straight. class was boring. me n some of my frens walk around school. at 12, bell rang, went home and took a bath, "daddy" called n ask for my house add. they reach ere fews minutes later.. they purposely came all the way ere to have a good friday with me.. sooooo sweettt:] i was soo happpyyy to see them. they meet my parents. talk whole lotsa stuff bout mee.. i wonder wat dod they say-__- after tat, "daddy", his wife and me headed ti the beach for tea. chit chat abit, went around the shit hole. den around 6 went back to my house n pick up my parent den after that went for dinnerr.


crabs:] *yummmyyy


frogs. :s


:]


mummy n daddy


"mummy" n "daddy"

after dinner, we head straight to the CHURCH.. my godd. i was like stoning the whole time in church weiih.. it was sooo soooo boring. i bet "daddy" n "mummy" is gonna fall asleep any second coz the service was in chinese n they couldn't really understand wat was they saying..
around 10somethin, finally the service was over. we went to some place to yam cha n chit chat.. i was craving for ciggies so badly, so i took a stick from "daddy" n went to a corner to smoke.
around 11somethin, "daddy" fetch us home. i was so freaking tired. reach home den straight away become a pigg. ZzzZZzz




<3

emoNESS...

well, seems like EMOness kinda hit lots of people on march n april... arghhh.. stupidd.. go away.. come again next life or somethin. i don wanna see everyone goin all emo n stuff. even i am emo-ing now:( pftss.. haih.. oh well.. hope everyone is doin alrite lar.


and somethings on the back of my head is bothering me so so so freaking badlyy..

i miss you larr.!!..!

yayy:]

guess who's in tis shit hole noww weiihh. someoen is ere to visit mee:] uncle kam ming n anuty chet ling is ere larr. my god daddy n mummy:] i just receive a call from them, they just reach, they just check in the hotel. gonna meet me after school tomorroww.. can't waitt. how swweeett of them to come ere n have a good fridatt with me. he's gonna bring me to eat crabss:] but i thing, i have to go church with them after tat for the good friday service.. pftss.. oh well.. can't wait can't waitt... gonna post soem pics tommorrow.. if i can larr:s lol.. and omg.. JESUssS.. rhema.. please don get sick again larr. oh well, mayb i need to find someone to replace me to take care of her for me tho:s anywayz.. i'm gonna pray for you everynite kayy. hope you feel better.. nana.. how r u larr... miss you larr.. n my MAM too larr:]


<3

school was really boring todayy.. all the teacher didn't really teach... so yeah, me n some on my class mate was like camhore-ing all the waayy:] lol.. and, arrgg.. my god. i got kena BIRD SHIT on me in school todayy.. freaking birds donno how to aim n shit properlyy.. i got it right behind my backk. pftss.. tis is like the second time i kena BIRDS shit on me tis year.. stupidd.. oh well, mayb it's goodluck or somethin.:s

anywayzz.. i miss you larrr....<3 haihz...

i miss you guys so badly larrr...

omg.. i can't stop thinking bout these 3little babes:]
they're real SPECAIL to mee. these 3gurls each of them even left a mark on me weiih. mmhmm, they're real SPECAIL:] i'm like thinking of them every single freaking day in tis shit hole.
so yeah....

introducing....*drum roolll*


my little sista:] TRIIINA<3
isn't she CUUtee..
(hey guys out there. you guys betta not bully her ey.. or not.. u'll payyyy!)





my most lovable MAM:] rhemaaa<3
(i work for her, for FREEEE okayy:])









last but not least...




my darliing NiiiColE<3
love ya tonees

miss you guys everyday, every minute, every second weiiih:]
mwahzxzxz.. XoxxoXO<33

this post is just for

PIMPPY SNAIIL:]



isn't she bEaUtiful..

yeah. she's like my entertainer.. she always make me laugh so much..
i haven't meet her in real life b4, but she a real sweetiee..
she have done me a real big favor on valentine day:]
i owe you big time hunn;]






and yeah. ZOMG... tis is like her so call PIMPLE that can ever spot on her face EVER..

and yeahh. JENNY.. remember that you still owe me your RETAINERS, COOKIEES and my WHISKEY:] heheh.. love ya tonnes. miss ya. XOXOXxo

how can i tell you,
this feeling i have for you...
no matter what i do,
still it wont shine through...
no matter how i try,
still there's this pride...
which keep on stopping me,
and making me unfree...
in expressing this feeling i hide,
is the last thing i want to try...
coz there's this fear within' me,
that i fail and cry...
i want to be straight and simple,
i want to be nice and true...
so i made this poem to tell you,
that i really LOVE you...


s2 you're always in my heart

<3

i miss the days when you were here...
i miss your voice that i hear everyday...
i miss warmth of your kiss...
i miss you smile on your lips...
you're the one that i miss...
you're the one that i wish...
i hope one day we'll be fine...
i hope one day you'll be mine again...