DONT MIND BOUT THIS POSTT... I'M JUST TALKING BOUT SOEMONE REAL RANDOM.. IT'S UNDER YOUR EXPECTATION ...



whyy, whyyyy?? why do you have to hide stuff from me.? why can't you just tell me straight to my face? is it so darn hard?? it's better for you to tell me den i found it out by myself. i can't explain how i feel bout you now. i can't even explain why coz there's no explanation for it.. i do like you, but i don even know whether do i really love you. maybe it's coz i HAven't forget bout our past or wat so ever you have done or lie to me. or maybe i've love someone more than you . i noe i've been kinda mean to you sometimes, but how bout you? i just wish tat u're happy. i don don wan you to keep hiding stuff from me, i wan you to confront me and tell me everythin like how you always did last time, you would just tell me every single shit. once i had your love, and i flaunt it. i didn't really appreciate it. i've regret bout wat i've done last time, but's it's too late to realise it now. anyways, i've been in kl for 4 weeks ed, and i still haven't even return to the SHIT HOLE. i've been staying with all my lovely frens tat willingly to let me stay with them. i've been bothering every single one of them. i've been eating alot of mcd's lately. actually it's like 4weeks straight. i've been to summer splash and UVnation. i had tonnes of fun there with all my frens. i went to cheer 2007 too. meet up with tonned of people there.

anyways. straight to the point, i hope i can get a glimpse of how you're feeling. when ever you need someone, i'm just a call away from you. i think you need some space to think bout wat you actually want. hope you don't hide anymore stuff from me and lie to me anymore-.- and hope u're doing great now. anyways, i'm missing you tonnes hunn. mwakxzz, lovess<3>



OHHH, AND CRYSTAL WILL BE BACK IN LIKE FEW HOURS TIME:] YAYY, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HER..

a shot of broken heart that is chase with fear.

no matter what i have to do, i'll wait for you<3>