yau suen, what you say was right. they don care bout us. we're not what they want all this while. i'll be back soon yau suen. hold on and wait till i'm back there. so we can continue our great plan.
hope you're alright now. and seems like the girls is having lots of fun without us around them. yauuu sueeennnnnn...


:(

i totally screw my sejarah and maths paper -_____- arghh.

anyways, yeah. just wanna know i really love you, i really know how would you feel right now. just hope you wont think that i'm bullshitting and all. and the most important thing is i'm not having something on with someone or something lar. i really do love you though. i've never played with ur feelings b4. anywayz, i can't wait to see you. love you. mwahzx <3 December is the time that i'll only get to see you and spend all my time with you. cant wait cant wait..




* it wasn't meant to be like this, we were never meant to fail.

Today is the first time you've scream at me like that. sorry for making you mad all the time. guess you're not gonna call me back. i'll be waiting for your call.



:'(

'Cessmandy








it has been ages since i talk to you and see ya. today finally you get to come online. i'm really happy that i get to see you and talk to you. been missing you tonnes, and everyone in kl lar. really hope spm ends asap, so i'll get to go back to kl. sej paper today really sucks. i think i'm gonna freaking fail lar. pftsss. anywayz, miss you ppl lar. mwakzx <3


*i really miss you hair in my face, and the way your innocence taste.

my feelings for you now is so darn deep, i never had this kinda feeling for anyone else bofore, maybe there's something about you that attracts me. i dont know whether you know i like you and all or not, probably you would think that i'm just playing with your feelings and all, but i really do love you. i know you've done a lot, A LOT of BAD mistake, but i'll keep on forgiving you. though my heart really ache damn badly when you do all those things, but it's okay. cause i really love you till i can't afford to lose you, i can't live without you. i want to be with you always. all this while you've been hiding stuff from me and all, lying to me and crap, is it that hard to just tell me the truth? i just want to know about the truth. dont hide stuff from me, dont keep on lying to me anymore. i've told you, as long as you tell me the truth, i'll never get mad at you, maybe i will, a little, though i'll be sad and all, but i'm glad that you did come and confront to me and tell me what's going on. i'll never ever do something to hurt your feelings. i'll never cheat on you, i'll never lie, i'll never disobey your orders, i just want to be with you forever. no matter what you did wrong in your past, i'll always forgive you, no matter what you've lie to me last time i'll also always forgive you. but please just know your limits from now onward, what ever you had promise me, please keep the promises okay. i really love you. i really do. i'm missing you tonnes, i misses your touch, lips, smell and all. hope you'll feel the same way too.





keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through.

it seems like you need me no more. hope you're happy off this way.
you'll be fine without me.


you're on my heart just like a tattoo. <3

i'm feeling kinda sad know. i don even know why. emo-ing for some freaking reason. anywayz i don even know why i'm blogging now. i'm just gonna continue listening to my music.





i miss you.



you're all i want, you're all i need, you're everything <3