Dear lie
You suck
You said you could
fix anything
Instead I'm fucked
You made things
even worse for me
If I had balls I'd
tell you get away
from me
Guess I'm not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth
would hurt me
When it's you that
hurts me more
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin'
words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie
Dear lie
You're dumb
You think you've got
the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I've got your walls
Now get the hell
away from me
I've learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Won't let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin'
words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie
Lie lie
I've got
Your walls
Now get the hell
away from me
I learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Wont' let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin'
words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie
Lie lie
Dear lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie
Lie Lie
Dear lie
Friday, October 5, 2007
Friday, August 3, 2007
i'm finally back to the shit hole after staying at 2 to 3 months stayin in kl. i can't believe i even left weiih. it's damn saddening. so many ppl cried. *sniff sniff* anyways, it has been real fun hanging around, it has always been fun, tho me and my frens keep doing the same old thing day by day, but yeah. i went to summer splash, it was fun. got to go with all my frens and 'family':] den went UV nation. met damn lotsa people there. went over to yahoo with my frens parents for the first time tho. it was really fun tho over there is all uncle and anuty. hahah. went drinking alot. been bummbing around. play lotsa fooscaball and mahjong. AND I DIDN"T EVEB GET TO MEET UP WITH CRYSTAL CHONG-.- went to sheer 2007. it was real great, dynamites won:] had a nite off at genting too. it was soooo funn czo everyone is there. we drank like no body's business. i've been staying with everyone. and yeah, i stay with one of my fren for like 1month plus. she charge me like hell
used of bed = 20
towel = 5
laundry = 20
used of her car = 10
water = 50
electric = 20
body bath =30
shampoo = 50
phone bill = 20
pillow = 5
bedsheets =10
perfume = 20
toothpaste = 15
comp = 10
ciggiez = 10
comb = 5
her dad's slippers tat i borrowed for like 3 hours-.- = 5
toilet rool = 5
and lots more. :]
i'm too lazyy to blog bout everythin and up loading pics, i'll just continue wen i feel like it.
anyways, missing you ppl out there. take carez. mwakzx<3
btw, i finally got my carr:]
used of bed = 20
towel = 5
laundry = 20
used of her car = 10
water = 50
electric = 20
body bath =30
shampoo = 50
phone bill = 20
pillow = 5
bedsheets =10
perfume = 20
toothpaste = 15
comp = 10
ciggiez = 10
comb = 5
her dad's slippers tat i borrowed for like 3 hours-.- = 5
toilet rool = 5
and lots more. :]
i'm too lazyy to blog bout everythin and up loading pics, i'll just continue wen i feel like it.
anyways, missing you ppl out there. take carez. mwakzx<3
btw, i finally got my carr:]
Thursday, June 28, 2007
DONT MIND BOUT THIS POSTT... I'M JUST TALKING BOUT SOEMONE REAL RANDOM.. IT'S UNDER YOUR EXPECTATION ...
whyy, whyyyy?? why do you have to hide stuff from me.? why can't you just tell me straight to my face? is it so darn hard?? it's better for you to tell me den i found it out by myself. i can't explain how i feel bout you now. i can't even explain why coz there's no explanation for it.. i do like you, but i don even know whether do i really love you. maybe it's coz i HAven't forget bout our past or wat so ever you have done or lie to me. or maybe i've love someone more than you . i noe i've been kinda mean to you sometimes, but how bout you? i just wish tat u're happy. i don don wan you to keep hiding stuff from me, i wan you to confront me and tell me everythin like how you always did last time, you would just tell me every single shit. once i had your love, and i flaunt it. i didn't really appreciate it. i've regret bout wat i've done last time, but's it's too late to realise it now. anyways, i've been in kl for 4 weeks ed, and i still haven't even return to the SHIT HOLE. i've been staying with all my lovely frens tat willingly to let me stay with them. i've been bothering every single one of them. i've been eating alot of mcd's lately. actually it's like 4weeks straight. i've been to summer splash and UVnation. i had tonnes of fun there with all my frens. i went to cheer 2007 too. meet up with tonned of people there.
anyways. straight to the point, i hope i can get a glimpse of how you're feeling. when ever you need someone, i'm just a call away from you. i think you need some space to think bout wat you actually want. hope you don't hide anymore stuff from me and lie to me anymore-.- and hope u're doing great now. anyways, i'm missing you tonnes hunn. mwakxzz, lovess<3>
OHHH, AND CRYSTAL WILL BE BACK IN LIKE FEW HOURS TIME:] YAYY, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HER..
a shot of broken heart that is chase with fear.
no matter what i have to do, i'll wait for you<3>
whyy, whyyyy?? why do you have to hide stuff from me.? why can't you just tell me straight to my face? is it so darn hard?? it's better for you to tell me den i found it out by myself. i can't explain how i feel bout you now. i can't even explain why coz there's no explanation for it.. i do like you, but i don even know whether do i really love you. maybe it's coz i HAven't forget bout our past or wat so ever you have done or lie to me. or maybe i've love someone more than you . i noe i've been kinda mean to you sometimes, but how bout you? i just wish tat u're happy. i don don wan you to keep hiding stuff from me, i wan you to confront me and tell me everythin like how you always did last time, you would just tell me every single shit. once i had your love, and i flaunt it. i didn't really appreciate it. i've regret bout wat i've done last time, but's it's too late to realise it now. anyways, i've been in kl for 4 weeks ed, and i still haven't even return to the SHIT HOLE. i've been staying with all my lovely frens tat willingly to let me stay with them. i've been bothering every single one of them. i've been eating alot of mcd's lately. actually it's like 4weeks straight. i've been to summer splash and UVnation. i had tonnes of fun there with all my frens. i went to cheer 2007 too. meet up with tonned of people there.
anyways. straight to the point, i hope i can get a glimpse of how you're feeling. when ever you need someone, i'm just a call away from you. i think you need some space to think bout wat you actually want. hope you don't hide anymore stuff from me and lie to me anymore-.- and hope u're doing great now. anyways, i'm missing you tonnes hunn. mwakxzz, lovess<3>
OHHH, AND CRYSTAL WILL BE BACK IN LIKE FEW HOURS TIME:] YAYY, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HER..
a shot of broken heart that is chase with fear.
no matter what i have to do, i'll wait for you<3>
Saturday, May 19, 2007
rhema ask me to blog, so yeah, i decided to blog den:] slept till 4 in the afternoon today. woke up, came online, chit chat, ladiidaa, den suddenly i got tis phone call, i've been told tat hong n lian got ROBBED yesterdayy nite at bu7. the stupid freaking guard saw wat happen also don wanna help-.- lian's like having like a trauma now, due to wat happen yesterday. i hope she's okayy now. both of them lost everythin, even hongs carr weiih. CARRR. haih. stupid indians fuckerrr..!!! oh well.. den after tat, chit chat again, went for diinner with mummy:] came back home, played the impossible game thingy, and the zombie game, omg i DIE LIKE HELL WEIIH..!! oh well, i'm just gonna stuck to my SOLITAIRE:] i'm damn good in it:] i'll never diee:] heheh
note for NICC n RHEMAA : FIIIIIIIISSHHBAAL.. LMAOOO.
ahahahahhahahahaha:]
oh oh, and nicc, wen you need me next time, just call or text me or wat so ever larr:] i'll be right there in a blink of an eye:] heheheh
note for NICC n RHEMAA : FIIIIIIIISSHHBAAL.. LMAOOO.
ahahahahhahahahaha:]
oh oh, and nicc, wen you need me next time, just call or text me or wat so ever larr:] i'll be right there in a blink of an eye:] heheheh
Thursday, May 17, 2007
sorryy bout the random post, i was ask to blog, so yeahhh..
i wonder wat happen to my MAM weiih, she's full of randomness today, started of bout she wanan meet a GHOST, n them she wanna be a teacher:s i think it's because we've been talking bout "HIM" to much, tat's y she's going all crazyy noww. oh well, i'm gonna continue solitaire-ING n stonnnneee-.-
and wait, now she say she wanna start CRYINGGG:s
<3 baiii..
i wonder wat happen to my MAM weiih, she's full of randomness today, started of bout she wanan meet a GHOST, n them she wanna be a teacher:s i think it's because we've been talking bout "HIM" to much, tat's y she's going all crazyy noww. oh well, i'm gonna continue solitaire-ING n stonnnneee-.-
and wait, now she say she wanna start CRYINGGG:s
<3 baiii..
Monday, May 14, 2007
finally i'm back to the shit hole after one whole month of bumming around, meeting up with love ones, b'day parties, working for ck for fun, genting, mardigras, karaoke, clubbing, dancing, double daring each others, n tonnes more. i'm gonna keep it sort coz i'm real tired to blog bout freaking 30 days weiih. wen i reach KL, the 1st person i saw was PIN PIN, he came to pick me up in the lrt station, took a cab headed to ou n fooos:] after tat, me, mandy, yausuen, peggy, ck, joyce, ken, yvonne, set lian n chun hong headed to GENTING to celebrate yau suen's b'day, we bought a choc banana cake for her. we had lotsa fun day nite tho:]
the familyy:]
the black gang.
the white gang.
brothers:]
sisters:]
everyone was like one pair one pair, me n mandy was like single for the nite. oh well, let the pic do the talking larrr:]
1st couple: yau suen n peggy<3
2nd couple: ck n joyce<3
3rd couple: susu n charles<3
4th couple: chun hong n set lian<3
me: single for the nite-.-
mandy: single for the nite tooo-.-
after tat we headed to some karaoke place in genting hotel ther, the food arrive n sutff, they had the best chicken wing ever weiih. not kidding.
siu kai yek.
fries.
random piccs:]
the bufday cake:]
susu curi makan.
i donno wtf we're doin, but yeahh.
lol.
lmao.
rofl.
rhema's b'day surprise at royal bintang:]
me n nana took like god noes how long to take to plan tis thinggy, but some ppl seems to hates it much, but oh well, who cares bout them lar. me, nana, rhema, wan ru, jlo, melvin, ronald had tonnes to joy n laughter.
1st jian hao blindfolded rhema all the way from cineleisure to royal bintang.
the bomb weiih:]
jian hao n rhemaaaaa
i don noe who took tis picc weiih:s
me n lynnn:]
everyone enjoying the pizzaa.
LOL.
jian hao n nana:]
nana, tall freak, rhemaa:]
around 1something everyone left, only left me, nana, rhema n wan ru only. den after tat we tried opening the 21 yeas old chivas bottle n the v.s.o.p but half way openingn the cork broke in to half. so we have to call the bartender from royal bintang hotel to help us open it up:] after 20minutes, he manage to open it, but there's still some cork in the drink tho, who care. an hour later, jlo, melvin n ronald came over to drink:] our mission is to get RHEMA TIFFANY drunk:]
nana just like to take a pic of me without me noticing
melvin n ronald concentrating on the fruit game:]
cards
5 minutes after started drinking, rhema was still okay okayy
10 minutes later she like cannot stand it anymore.
15minutes later. GG. ahhaha
in the end, everyone was kinda drunk..:]
i slept around 5 something, nana, jlo, wan ru n melvin went for breakfast. everyone woke up around 11 something, wash up, pack over stuff, n headed home. the room was freaking messy. kesian all those cleaner there weihh. lol.
cant stop thinking of you..
oh yeahh, n i did work at juice works for around like 2dat i think:s coz i was sooo freaking bored, so i decided to work for ck for FOC:] it's kinda tiring working there tho, but its real fun:] i got learn how to cut all kinds of fruits. susu even come n work with us for FOC to:] among all fruits, the hardest was cutting tat stupid pineapple weihh. i hate cutting it so much. pftss. i love the body builder from juice works, it's the bomb weiih:] even su also likes it, actually everyone likes it larr:] the worst part working at juice works is the time wen you need to wash the stupid longkong aka dunjent(i donno how to speel lar) weih. omgness, the smell of it is like hell weih. yerr.. i almost faint wen i smell the smell coming out from there.
ck cut the left pineapple n i cut the one on the right. look how ugly is mine weiih..-.-
i went over to ming wei's party also, i went to his house early to help him out packing all those stuff. he pick me up from rhema's house tho. den after tat me n him went ou to get some stuff, he meet up with his fren's so i went over to osc to meet up with the usual ppl:] hong n set lian had some argument so i ask to follow me over to the party for awhile coz i don wan her to be all alone in ou. so yeahh. we took a cab there. i get to meet all the long lost frens. everyone as there. everyone single one of them. i got so many hugs on tat da, some of them i don even noe them but they noe me:s how weird. den after tat i wen talk talk with some gurls, smoke few sticks, den headed back to osc again. foos n foos, played king stayed, me n su was like owning all the guys asses:] i've been sleeping around in kl. i've slept in rhema's house, su's, ck's, cosmo's, royal bintang:], mandy's n siang ming's house. i've been kick down the bed from ck, su stuff some chicken to my face n jump around n scream to wake me up, sleeping with the light on whole nite, been bitten by su's dog for like a thousand times while i was sleeping-.-. i've meet up with everyone so far, hope i didn't left anyone out:s i still remember there was once me, abby, mandy n susu was headed to diva in ou, suddenly we bum into ys n peggy, den suddenly, den mich n her neighbors n jean n gang, wat a small world ey, everyone was like in diva:] AND FINALLY I GET TO EAT MY BBQ PLLAZA. went with su, mandy, and abby:] anyways, i've been hanging at mcd's center point alot, specially with abby n mandy. we've been talking bout lotsa crap, we tried stealing siang ming's car without him noticing, but planned failed coz he say abby driving he car waving to meee. we're been talking alot bout "GOBLIN'S SON". i donno tat's he's tat scary. me, abby, mandy n ming made up tis real funny story, i'll blog bout it one day if i feel like it larr. anyways, ming has a real nice ass, lmao.
oh yeahh, n i've been through the most embarrassing moment in my whole fucking life, i ask a guy, A GUY from his signature-.- everyone in osc saw me asking tat guy for his signature, n everyone starting asking me was i okay or something, m i sick, did someone brainwash me or something, ladiidaaa. i got it for my fren btw, coz she really think tis guy is hot, so yeahh:] after wen i got his signature, i called my fren to come over to osc, i gave her the signature tat was sign on a resit, she almost like had a heart attack weiih:] she was like on her knees the whole time n cant stop saying thank you n hugging me:] oh well, s long s she's happy:] i'll do anything for you guys out there just to put up a smile on ur face:]
anways, i'm real tired now, haven't been sleeping for 2days coz we're like stoning at mcd's the whole time n ming's house too. i'll never ever forget wat happen in the whole month wen i'm in kl. miss you guys all weiih. but actually the one is miss the most is YOU. i hope YOU noe tat, i'll always wait for YOU no matter wat:]
it's just you and me:]
the familyy:]
the black gang.
the white gang.
brothers:]
sisters:]
everyone was like one pair one pair, me n mandy was like single for the nite. oh well, let the pic do the talking larrr:]
1st couple: yau suen n peggy<3
2nd couple: ck n joyce<3
3rd couple: susu n charles<3
4th couple: chun hong n set lian<3
me: single for the nite-.-
mandy: single for the nite tooo-.-
after tat we headed to some karaoke place in genting hotel ther, the food arrive n sutff, they had the best chicken wing ever weiih. not kidding.
siu kai yek.
fries.
random piccs:]
the bufday cake:]
susu curi makan.
i donno wtf we're doin, but yeahh.
lol.
lmao.
rofl.
rhema's b'day surprise at royal bintang:]
me n nana took like god noes how long to take to plan tis thinggy, but some ppl seems to hates it much, but oh well, who cares bout them lar. me, nana, rhema, wan ru, jlo, melvin, ronald had tonnes to joy n laughter.
1st jian hao blindfolded rhema all the way from cineleisure to royal bintang.
the bomb weiih:]
jian hao n rhemaaaaa
i don noe who took tis picc weiih:s
me n lynnn:]
everyone enjoying the pizzaa.
LOL.
jian hao n nana:]
nana, tall freak, rhemaa:]
around 1something everyone left, only left me, nana, rhema n wan ru only. den after tat we tried opening the 21 yeas old chivas bottle n the v.s.o.p but half way openingn the cork broke in to half. so we have to call the bartender from royal bintang hotel to help us open it up:] after 20minutes, he manage to open it, but there's still some cork in the drink tho, who care. an hour later, jlo, melvin n ronald came over to drink:] our mission is to get RHEMA TIFFANY drunk:]
nana just like to take a pic of me without me noticing
melvin n ronald concentrating on the fruit game:]
cards
5 minutes after started drinking, rhema was still okay okayy
10 minutes later she like cannot stand it anymore.
15minutes later. GG. ahhaha
in the end, everyone was kinda drunk..:]
i slept around 5 something, nana, jlo, wan ru n melvin went for breakfast. everyone woke up around 11 something, wash up, pack over stuff, n headed home. the room was freaking messy. kesian all those cleaner there weihh. lol.
cant stop thinking of you..
oh yeahh, n i did work at juice works for around like 2dat i think:s coz i was sooo freaking bored, so i decided to work for ck for FOC:] it's kinda tiring working there tho, but its real fun:] i got learn how to cut all kinds of fruits. susu even come n work with us for FOC to:] among all fruits, the hardest was cutting tat stupid pineapple weihh. i hate cutting it so much. pftss. i love the body builder from juice works, it's the bomb weiih:] even su also likes it, actually everyone likes it larr:] the worst part working at juice works is the time wen you need to wash the stupid longkong aka dunjent(i donno how to speel lar) weih. omgness, the smell of it is like hell weih. yerr.. i almost faint wen i smell the smell coming out from there.
ck cut the left pineapple n i cut the one on the right. look how ugly is mine weiih..-.-
i went over to ming wei's party also, i went to his house early to help him out packing all those stuff. he pick me up from rhema's house tho. den after tat me n him went ou to get some stuff, he meet up with his fren's so i went over to osc to meet up with the usual ppl:] hong n set lian had some argument so i ask to follow me over to the party for awhile coz i don wan her to be all alone in ou. so yeahh. we took a cab there. i get to meet all the long lost frens. everyone as there. everyone single one of them. i got so many hugs on tat da, some of them i don even noe them but they noe me:s how weird. den after tat i wen talk talk with some gurls, smoke few sticks, den headed back to osc again. foos n foos, played king stayed, me n su was like owning all the guys asses:] i've been sleeping around in kl. i've slept in rhema's house, su's, ck's, cosmo's, royal bintang:], mandy's n siang ming's house. i've been kick down the bed from ck, su stuff some chicken to my face n jump around n scream to wake me up, sleeping with the light on whole nite, been bitten by su's dog for like a thousand times while i was sleeping-.-. i've meet up with everyone so far, hope i didn't left anyone out:s i still remember there was once me, abby, mandy n susu was headed to diva in ou, suddenly we bum into ys n peggy, den suddenly, den mich n her neighbors n jean n gang, wat a small world ey, everyone was like in diva:] AND FINALLY I GET TO EAT MY BBQ PLLAZA. went with su, mandy, and abby:] anyways, i've been hanging at mcd's center point alot, specially with abby n mandy. we've been talking bout lotsa crap, we tried stealing siang ming's car without him noticing, but planned failed coz he say abby driving he car waving to meee. we're been talking alot bout "GOBLIN'S SON". i donno tat's he's tat scary. me, abby, mandy n ming made up tis real funny story, i'll blog bout it one day if i feel like it larr. anyways, ming has a real nice ass, lmao.
oh yeahh, n i've been through the most embarrassing moment in my whole fucking life, i ask a guy, A GUY from his signature-.- everyone in osc saw me asking tat guy for his signature, n everyone starting asking me was i okay or something, m i sick, did someone brainwash me or something, ladiidaaa. i got it for my fren btw, coz she really think tis guy is hot, so yeahh:] after wen i got his signature, i called my fren to come over to osc, i gave her the signature tat was sign on a resit, she almost like had a heart attack weiih:] she was like on her knees the whole time n cant stop saying thank you n hugging me:] oh well, s long s she's happy:] i'll do anything for you guys out there just to put up a smile on ur face:]
anways, i'm real tired now, haven't been sleeping for 2days coz we're like stoning at mcd's the whole time n ming's house too. i'll never ever forget wat happen in the whole month wen i'm in kl. miss you guys all weiih. but actually the one is miss the most is YOU. i hope YOU noe tat, i'll always wait for YOU no matter wat:]
it's just you and me:]
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